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May. 1st, 2007 @ 09:34 am Kaelyn
Kaelyn Ave Jaynes was born on April 27th at 2:25 PM - 7pds, 5oz and 19 and 3/4 inches.

WHAT A DAY! I always see all of these tv shows of women screaming and of them yelling at their husbands and just laugh and say it is not really like that. Little did I know how easy I had it with Lexy. Getting induced is NOTHING! They take the pain away before you ever expierence it.

This time I was not so lucky. Thursday night at about 8:00 I started having contractions. Bad but not as bad as they get. They were about 2 minutes apart so we went to the hospital. They stopped about the time I got there - false alarm.

Later that night (really Friday morning) they came back about 3:30. They were about 10-15 minutes apart. I was exhausted so I would have one - it would wake me up - then I would fall back asleep. About 5:30 though there was no more sleeping. I tried to take a bath to relax, but it didn't really work. I told Michael to go on to work because my mom was coming over. I didn't want to have another false alarm so I just dealt with the pain. It got worse and I mean WORSE! Sometimes I couldn't help but scream or curse or whatever. I have never felt pain like that - a contraction is 55 pounds of pressure - holy shit! After a few hours of me screaming in pain and my contractions getting about 5 minutes apart my mom said she was taking me to the hospital. I called Michael and told him to meet me there.

Now my mom who just seems to always be cool calm and collected lost it. haha! I had to tell her where to go to get to the hospital! She kept trying to get off on Poplar even though I was going to Baptist. Silly woman!

So finally I am at the hospital thinking please please let this be it cause I can't take it. I get signed in and they bring me back. I start having a horrible contraction and fall to the floor. I couldn't even make it to a bed! I think I scared the crap out of the nurses! Three of them were immediatly by my side.

Now Thursday night when I went in they took their time - I waited a lot. Friday was another story. Once they got me off of the floor I had two nurses throwing questions at me about all sort of stuff - drugs, bowl movement, vitamins, abuse. They were taking my clothes off for me and helping me to a bed. Finally they let Michael back there and I am like please answer these questions and someone get me a pillow to hold. They told me to hold his hand and I was like that won't work get me a pillow!

Poor Michael - I know it must be hard to see someone you love in so much pain and he just didn't know what to do. I know he wanted to do something for me but I wanted him out of my face. I was mean - slightly mean - I apologized but was like get out of my face. So he went and sat in the corner. haha! I felt bad but with the pain I was in I didn't care. I didn't want to see him staring out me ever time I opened my eyes.

The contractions got worse and worse and I remember screaming that I just needed them to ease up for just like two minutes. I couldn't calm myself down - I need tow minutes - couldn't someone please give me two minutes in between!? No such luck. Finally I am back in the birthing room and in come my relief! EPIDURAL FOR THE WIN!

I must admit I was a bit scared. With Lexy they missed the first time - it hurt like hell! But with the pain I was in I didn't care. By some act of god I was able to calm myself down - the contactions eased up and I was able to be calm so that she could put it in. She told me I was her best patient of the day - haha! Funny cause I bet with the way I was acting a few minutes before she thought I was going to be the worst - heck I thought I was going to be the worst. But I had the most fabulous nurse - her along with i guess my brain knowing that relief was coming helped me to get through it. This epidural was a piece of cake - I mean it didn't hurt at all or maybe I was just immune to pain at that point. I don't know.

Ahhhhh! AHHHHH is all I can say - damn good drugs. I was calm, I could think, I could work past these contractions. Wait what? It is already time to push? I just got relief I wan to chill. It is now like 1:00PM - I have been in pain since 3:30AM and I have relief and now you want me to push?

So pushing - it hard when you can't feel the lower half of your body. I remember not being able to push at all with Lexy. Just scrunching up my face cause I knew that is how you would be when you were pushing. Somehow I made it through. With Kaelyn though -I acutally had to push for a little over an hour and lemme tell you - that is some hard work! I was exhausted! At one point I just wanted them to leave me alone and let me sleep! It would have gone faster but the epidural slowed my contractions down so we were having to wait so long in between contractions.

Finally the head crowned and what does she say - don't push! WHAT? I can feel it - I know how to push now - just a couple and I can get this thing out and you say don't push! She wanted Dr. Mestemacher to come back in the room for the delivery. So yeah about 3-4 more pushes and bam there was a little ugly baby on my chest.

Wierd for some reason I don't remember Lexy being so ugly when she came out. I remember thinking this is the greatest moment of my entire life. With Kaelyn though I was exhausted and she was ugly and messy. haha! I wanted them to clean her up - fix me up and give her to me to really hold.

Within a little while of having her I was good to go - she was cleaned up and everyone was coming in to see the baby. Funny in that moment probably less then a half an hour after all of this you just forget everything you just went through and totally realize the miracle that just happened. All of that pain just goes away - totally away.

Now I have this beautiful baby girl that I just can't put down. She is simply amazing and worth everything.
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Oct. 30th, 2006 @ 09:36 pm The weekend . . .
So it was kinda a crazy weekend. Nothing much happening except Michael almost dying on me! Sometimes I could kick myself in the ass for not paying attention more. I know what that boy is like when his blood sugar is low but the past two times it has happen he has been drinking and I wrote it off to him being drunk. If I had paid attention more I should have caught it an hour earlier then I did and I could have gotten him to eat something them rather then having to call 911 and have the paramedics come at 1:30 in the morning to bring him back. There is nothing scarier then having your husband laying there basically unresponsive to you - except when you try to get some sugar into his body. I dunno - scares the shit out of me. What if I hadn't of been there. What if he hadn't of pulled the covers off of me and I hadn't of woken up cold. What if I had slept for another hour or two - he might not be here with me now. That just scares the piss out of me. I swear all we did yesterday was hug each other.
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Sep. 20th, 2006 @ 01:03 pm New Baby on the way . . .
Current Mood: cheerful
So yep I am 7 weeks and 3 days along! It seems so surreal. What a neat feeling knowing you have a child growing inside of you. SO far I am not sick so that is good. Been tired and occasionally emotional. But nothing too bad so far. Such a long way to go until I can hold this little baby in my arms for the first time. What a great feeling that is!

Other then that not much going on - the baby and pregnancy has much been the focus of everything. That and making sure Lexy is as included as possible. She is way too excited about all of this so that is great! She may be more excited then I am!

I am going to the CountryWood sale this weekend in hopes of collecting some good cheap baby stuff! JOY!
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Jun. 20th, 2006 @ 01:14 pm Well Hi there LJ
I kinda forgot about this account. I usualy use my other one. So I am married again, but I think I got it right this time - lol. Vegas wedding was a blast - can't beat the king marrying you =) We had a great time in Vegas, gambled a little, ate incredibly! We ate at Wolfgang Pucks - expensive but OMG worth it - best meal I have eaten EVAR! So yeah married again - it feels right though - this I know was meant to be.

Lexy spent the night out last night so I got to go to Boys night out - not that it is ever just the guys - haha. But had a good time - went to Boscos then bowling - sucked ass at bowling - drunker I got the worse I got. Michaels brother came out with us - I just love that boy to death - such a good guy. Randy came out as well - looks like him and Dusty are getting a divorce. SUcks for them but I know niether of them are happy.

Work sucks ass - I am looking for a new job. God I hate looking for a new job, and getting a new job and all that jazz. I like staying in one place. Hard to do in sales tho cause shit happens!

Oh well enough updating for now.
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Jan. 30th, 2006 @ 12:56 pm So I finally made myself go in Citgo today . . .
I used to go in there all the time - it is right by work. Get a drink or a snack or some energy pills. I would go out of my way to go to that one sometimes just b/c this one guy was so nice and would order anything I wanted. He even spent probably about 6 months trying to refind this one energy pill I loved until I figured out it was discontinued. He would get new stuff and let me try it for free to see if I liked it. Heck I even wrote about him more then once in my LJ - haha! Just a nice guy and he never hit on me - was just nice. Anyhow I havn't been in there since an employee was shot and killed a little while back. I got gas a few times and peeked in and never saw him. But today I finally went in - nothing that he usually keeps on hand for me was there - not my energy pills, not my favorite water, not my snacks I like - nothing. SO I am pretty sure it was him that got killed. Sucks. I didn't even know his name - I take that back - I asked him once but he has a thick accent and I never got what he was saying - haha - Oh well. Still sucks ya know.
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Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 01:44 pm VIVA LAS VEGAS
Current Mood: excited
SO we have decided to get married in Vegas! It is the second wedding and so we decided to do something fun and exciting and what is more fun and exciting then having Elvis marry you? haha! So we are thinking about the Pink Caddy wedding- you drive up the isle with Elvis in a pink caddy - haha - best thing - people can watch you live via the internet! How cool is that! haha!

So I am excited - go to vegas - get married and then go off on a cruise - this should be fun!
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Jan. 9th, 2006 @ 10:10 am Hrmmmm
That whole everything happens for a reason keeps coming up in my mind. Right now I just want to thank Jason for leaving me b/c it is the best thing that could have happened to me. If he hadn't left I wouldn't have gotten my job back at NH which means I would not have been up for the fatty ass promotion I got this year which means I wouldn't be making enough money so that I could pay off all of my debt this year. I also would not have had the second chance with Michael which is what I needed more in my life then anything. My life gets better day by day. I am glad I had the chance to be wild and crazy and free and single for a bit and realize how much I hated it and myself when I was single. I like me a lot better now.

Its wierd to think about how much has changed since Michael and I were first together - we keep talking about things like that. How we let more slide or just know about each other better to overcome obstacles that we face. We know each other inside and out - when know when to let off on something and when the other needs a push. We laughed when Lexy brought out a toy she had from forever ago and we remembered how happy we were that Michaels mom bought it for her cause we liked it so much but just couldn't spend $30 on it. How great it is to not be broke and be able to afford school for our child. Not having money issues pulls a lot of strain out of a relationship for sure.

I dunno - life is just great.
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Dec. 18th, 2005 @ 03:59 pm You ever just feel overwhelmed with love?
Current Mood: cheerful
Man sometime I forget how absolutly incredible the people in my life are. I got an email last from my high school sweetheart. It said me and the family are leaving tomorrow to go out of town for x-mas and I just wanted to make sure to tell you and your family Merry Christmas before I left. You know - it is those little things right there that mean so much. That he took the time to just send a quick note to wish us a merry x-mas.

And my best friend from high school that sent me a card for no reason just to say how much my friendship means to her. And I ran into another friend from high school this past week. He called and we talked for like an hour catching up. Turns out he lives on my street - and has a pool table- Michael and I were like yep - we will come visit! haha! So I invited him to the NYE party I am having and he is bringing some more of my old friends. I can't wait - this will be a great way to bring in the New Year - it will have all of Michael and I's close friends. I can't wait.

I have recently found my lil half brother and sister on myspace. We don't talk much b/c well - I guess b/c of our dad, but still. It has been great to find them and now we have talked every day. My lil sis just called me - I haven't talked to her on the phone in years. crazy how I let my relationship with them slip all b/c of my relationship with my dad. They really are great great kids. I want to fly them out for the summer - get them away from there parents. It would be so fun.

I know what my New Years resolution will be - to be a better friend. I have incredibles ones and I need to show them more how much I care about them. I ca't wait - 2006 is going to be my best year yet!
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Dec. 16th, 2005 @ 09:30 am Reflections of this year . . .
So I went back and reread my journal through the past year. Wierd - weird reflecting on the past year. I really was a different person at the beginning of the year. I spent most of my time depressed. When I was out I faked how miserable I was and drank away the misery. I spent a lot of time drunk and acting crazy trying to have a good time. When really I was just miserable and completely down on myself and my life. I felt like I had fucked everything up - everything for me - and moreso, everything for Lexy. I felt my life and everything I had accomplished so far spiraling down the drain. Had to give up my career and go back to a job I had when I was 20 (which is not a bad job just seemed like I went backwards from what I wanted), almost had to sell my house and move back in with my mom, was left alone, couldn't give my child that family environment - she was stuck in between two broken homes. This time last year my mom had to give me money for x-mas b/c I couldn't afford to give any one presents.

SO I reacted to all of this and did it badly - I drank and partied like a rockstar with no cares to other b/c I didn't care about myself. It is amazing how different you can be when you have no self esteem. I sought out attention wherever however I could get it just to try to bump myself back up but it just made things worse.

Ahhhh - BUT all of that is behind me now. I got ME back - I got my self esteem back - I got my family back - I am kicking ass at work and making more money then I ever had. Everything in my life has gotten back on track and I am loving every minute of it. I would have never have guess what a 180 my life has done, but I am so happy and greatful for it. I couldn't be happier right now with the way my life it. It is perfect for me. I am glad I have the real me back now . . .I really did not like my self this time last year.
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Dec. 12th, 2005 @ 12:56 pm Sooooo . . . .
Had a fairly low key weekend. Michael's dad come over Friday night for dinner. Saturday I went to a party at my sister's house. Then ended up going to Dish afterwards. It has been a while since I have been. I had a really good time though. I think I even danced a lil - Justin threw down that I am ready to ROCK track - FUCK I love that - had to get up and shake dat ass!

Sunday I spent all day nursing a sick lil girl. She got some sort of stomach virus. Poor thing. She is feeling better today though.

Man I got baby fever bad this weekend. I think it is the holiday season doing it to me. I want a lil bigger family - just one more. I think it would be perfect! Just want to wait a lil at least. I think this x-mas is going to be perfect! I can't wait!
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Dec. 12th, 2005 @ 11:15 am 2005 in Review
*Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review."*

January:
What a way to start off the New Year. I was in a wierd mood last night. Totally did not feel like being social at all, plus my stomach was bothering me (and is worse today then last night).

Feb. 2nd, 2005 @ 06:39 am I have a problem....
I can't stand it when someone doesn't like me or thinks bad things about me. I mean I seriously let it effect to the point of depression.

Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 09:17 am Sooooo Happy!
Current Mood: happy
Man I had a great weekend!! Friday night I went to Justin Hand and Chris b-day party - had a lot of fun and danced my ass off! =)

Apr. 11th, 2005 @ 07:47 am (no subject)
Current Mood: touched
Where are the Words
There is so much I want to say

May. 3rd, 2005 @ 08:22 pm Soooooo......
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: justin hand LFO radio
I am such the "mom" sometimes. I remember when I was little I would make fun of my mom b/c she would cry at every little thing it seemed. Now I find myself doing that.


Jun. 6th, 2005 @ 09:39 am Wasted time?
Current Mood: ecstatic
I have so much to say but I am not sure I am ready to say it. I am walking on such a high right now - my life is starting to make sense. What I want makes sense and I am not scared of it - I am embracing it.

No July entries

Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 07:30 am Hello
Current Mood: annoyed
I am annoyed with the world today and yesterday for that fact. Everything is pissing me off. I have too much to do at work right now and my boss is being pissy, I am broke as a joke at the moment, people in this city can't drive for crap and for fuck sake I need some decent music to listen to at work!

Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 09:25 am 100 Questions
100 questions
Have you ever...

1.smoked a cigarette?
yes - it was gross!


No October entries

Nov. 11th, 2005 @ 01:14 pm Long time no write
Current Mood: chipper

I usually write in here when I am upset and well - life is just the bomb diggity right now - haha!

Dec. 1st, 2005 @ 02:02 pm Changes . . .
Man I was rereading my journal and boy have things changed from this time last year. I sure was a whiney little bitch back then - haha!


Man that was interesting to go back and read - man my life was crazy last year - haha!
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Dec. 9th, 2005 @ 09:11 am Yesterday was a good day . . .
So my mom got inducted as the President of the Women's Coucil of REALTORS. I was SO proud of her! I went to it and could hear the people around me saying she was going to be the best President yet - I was like yeah that my mommy! hehe! Then as an extra surprise while we were there my sister got nominated as REALTOR of the year! Definitely felt proud to be a part of my family yesterday - they really do rock!

So my grandpa is a trip - he sent my sister and x-mas card yesterday. He took the card she sent last year crossed off her name and wrote his and sent it off to her. He is such a friggin goofball - he cracks me up. I think imma do that one year - just send back all of the x-mas cards I got - too friggin funny!

Wenesday was such a good night - got to hang with Heather. I love how we can talk so openly - that girl rocks! Then by the time I got home I was tipsy as hell and kept on drinking. According to Michael I had a really good night - haha - too bad I don't remember much of it! I know better then to drink liquor! lol! Needless to say I had quite the hangover yesterday! oh well!

It's Friday yipppppeeee! Michael's dad is coming over for dinner tonight. Got an x-mas party to go to Saturday night and I think that is about it for the weekend - should be good!
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Dec. 7th, 2005 @ 09:11 am So I got robbed last night . . .
Yeah so I was shopping at the Piggly Wiggly on American Way (which by the way don't ever go to - I had a guy following me the last time I went and again this time - but this time he snatched my purse!. So I am walking down the isles and had my purse in the cart - usually I tie the long handle around the cart but for some reason I didn't this time. I have the cart up next me and reach to grab something off of the shelf and dude is sneaky - I didn't even notice. But I knew he was following me so my eyes went straight back to my purse and I noticed it was gone. I yelled at dude 'HEY YOU STOLE MY PRUSE!" and then ran after him and snatched it back! MFer trying to steal my shit! urgghhh!

I was kinda ok with it until I was telling the store manger and people started freaking me out. Talking about what if he is waiting for me outside, what if he has a gun, people kill over shit like that during the Holidays. So yeah then I got a little freaked. Had security walk me out to my car and all.

You know you see shit on the news about people getting robbed and killed but you never expect it to happen to you, but it can so easily. Sometimes I really loose faith in humanity. It is so sad how careful you have to be nowadays - I hate having to watch my back every second of every day b/c people are freakin dumbasses. I want to move to a small town where you really don't have that kind of thing to deal with. Heck my grandpa never locks the doors to his house, his car - nothig. And no one ever dose anything. I dunno - it just sucks how unsafe we really are when you think about. Plus my initial reaction scared me. You know they always teach you to just let them have you shit and save your life. But my bitchy attitude took over before I had a chance to think. No one is gonna steal my shit. But stupid moves like that can get ya killed. I dunno . . . just wierd.
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Dec. 5th, 2005 @ 12:51 pm This weekend . . .
Current Mood: loved
Man - it was great! Friday night I went to an Art Gallery thingy for my friend Shana. It was pretty cool. Ran into an old friend of mine from high school there. It was good to see him and catch up on things.

Saturday I went with my mom and sis to do our shopping for the angels which we always have fun doing. Then I went and chopped off all my hair - haha!

Sat night was amazing in so many ways I can't even go into it. Just some great bonding time for Michael and I. Everytime I think I can't love him anymore then I do I always find more ways and things to love about him. He is perfect for me in every way. We are so stuck in this lovey dovey mode and we cant get out of it - it is almost sickening - haha!

Sunday we chilled mostly - went and had family pictures taken with his brother and sister to give to his mom for x-mas. Hoepfully they turned out good =)

Went to bed early last night just so we could hold each other in bed - nights like that are great!
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Dec. 2nd, 2005 @ 03:49 pm So....
SO Lexy got excepted to IC! YEAH! Macon Road Baptist is a good school but the religion is driving me UP A WALL! IC is much more relaxed and their relgion part if more of a history course then a shove my belief down your throat type thing. I mean my child telling me I am going to hell is just too much for me.

I am really impressed with the school and their extraciricular programs on top of how great of their education is. Plus the fact that she can go there through high school. She really likes the school as well and her two cousins are there so that rocks.

Anyhow I am at work and Usher is being played loud the lights are off and the disco ball is rolling - umm . .. wheres my beer dude?? haha

they best be letting me go home soon!
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Dec. 1st, 2005 @ 02:02 pm Changes . . .
Man I was rereading my journal and boy have things changed from this time last year. I sure was a whiney little bitch back then - haha! Eh - I wasn't a happy camper at all. I am just glad things have changed and for the better. I have so much to look forward to now!

I have a new addiction - TEA! I have read up on the benefits of drinking Green Tea and Jasmine Tea and low and behold I love the stuff! I am very addited and now have serveral hot cups of tea a day. JOY! It is so nice to find something like that and it be good for you. I am so wanting to be more healthy in my life.

I even worked out on the gazelle at lunch time - go me! I am so proud of myself! I want to get in shape - or just into a shape - haha. Watch I will finally get my body where I want it and I will end up getting pregnant! Oh well - it would be worth it =) And lord have mercy would the family be happy about that. My sister was freaking jumping for joy when I said I got off the pill. I was like hold up - I am not trying yet - just getting ready so when I want to my body will be ready with me. I would like to be married again first - just one of those things in my head - but no biggie really . . . eh rambling with jumbled thoughts - haha
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Nov. 11th, 2005 @ 01:14 pm Long time no write
Current Mood: chipper
I usually write in here when I am upset and well - life is just the bomb diggity right now - haha!

Michael is off in Belgium for the I Love Techno fest with Mr. Hand. So me and the girl got the weekend to ourselves! We spent last night doing girly stuff and that was fun. Toni and I are going to take her to the movies Sat night to see Chicken Little - a girls night out will be fun. Then Sunday I am going to a Pampered Chef party at Wendy's - I love those and love pampered chef. I can spend a fortune on their stuff! Should be a good weekend. I have a lot I need to get done though and I want to go get Michaels big x-mas present this weekend and go hide it at my moms. He is gonna love it! =)

Man I am ready for the holidays - ready to be with all my family again. I miss being with Michaels side on the holidays and I am glad I will have that again. Life seriously just rock!
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Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 09:25 am 100 Questions
100 questions
Have you ever...

1.smoked a cigarette?
yes - it was gross!

2.smoked a cigar?
yes, it was the first thing I ever smoked

3.made out with a member of the same sex?
sorta - I have kissed a couple of girl, but not much more then that

4.crashed a friend's car?
no

5.stolen a car?
no

6.been in love?
yes

7.been rejected?
yes

8.shoplifted?
yep - usually on accident - haha - but I cold did not pay for my water and onion blossom at the fair last night - chick was a bitch to me and didnt ask for my money so I didn't give it to her! lol!

9.been fired?
no

10.been in a fist fight?
I hit a guy that punched me in the face if that counts, but it ended there.

11.snuck out of your house?
yes - a millions times - only got caught once though =)

12.had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
who hasn't?

13.been arrested?
nope

14.made out with a stranger?
yes

15.gone on a blind date?
yes

16.lied to a friend?
Yes

17.had a crush on a teacher?
no

18.skipped school?
yep

19.slept with a co-worker?
well yeah I guess

20.seen someone die?
no

21.been on a plane?
yes

22.thrown up in a bar?
yeah

23.taken painkillers?
yes

24.love someone or miss someone right now?
yeppers

25.laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
yep - I miss my hammock!

26.made a snow angel?
yes

27.played dress up?
yes

28.cheated while playing a game?
yep

29.been lonely?
yes

30.fallen asleep at work/school?
yeah - school used to be the worst to stay awake at

31.used a fake id?
yes - I used to use my sisters military id to get into red square =)

32.felt an earthquake?
yep - in Cali and in Maine

33.touched a snake?
yep - I have had 3 in my life and all 3 got out of their cages

34.ran a red light?
yes

35.been suspended from school?
no

36.had detention?
I dont think so

37.been in a car accident?
yes

38.hated the way you look?
yeppers

39.witnessed a crime?
yes

40.pole danced?
nope

41.been lost?
yes

42.been to the opposite side of the country?
yes

43.felt like dying?
yep

44.cried yourself to sleep?
yes

45.played cops and robbers?
I dont think so

46.sang karaoke?
one time - lawd hep me! I can't sing for the life of me!

47. done something you told yourself you weren't going to?
yep

48.laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
nope

49.caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yep

50.kissed in the rain?
sure

51.sing in the shower?
probably - cant remember

52.made love in a park?
almost - haha

53.had a dream that you married someone?
maybe - dont remember

54. glued your hand to something?
nope

55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no

56. told someone you love them?
yes

57.been a cheerleader?
yes

58. sat on a rooftop?
yes

59. didn't take a shower for a week?
that is disgusting!

60.ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
haha - I LOVE scary movies, but I will freak myself out if I watch them alone


61.played chicken?
probably

62.been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
Yes

63.been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
yep

64.broken a bone?
yes

65.been easily amused?
always

66.laugh so hard you cry?
yeah - my mom and sis normally do that to me

67.mooned/flashed someone?
yes

68.cheated on a test?
I dont think so, maybe once

69.forgotten someone's name?
I am horrible with names

70.slept naked?
yes

71.gone skinny dipping in a pool?
yes

72.been kicked out of your house?
no

73.blacked out from drinking?
yep

74.played a prank on someone?
yes

75.gone to a late night movie?
Yes

76.made love to anything not human?
huh? if a vibrators counts then yeah

77. failed a class?
nope - I think a C is the worst grade I ever got - to me a C is failing tho

78.choaked on something you're not supposed to eat?
no

79.played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
no


80.cheated on a gf/bf?
on people that thought they were my boyfriend but werent

81.ate a whole package of oreos?
those things are nasty

82.thrown strange objects?
sure

83.felt like killing someone?
not really

84.thought about running away?
no

85.ran away?
no

86.did drugs?
too many

87.had detention and not attend it?
nope

88.yelled at parents?
Yes

89.made parent cry?
probably

90.cried over someone?
yep

91.owned more than 5 sharpies?
probably

92.dated more than 1 person at once?
tried it - hated it!

93.have a dog?
Yep - have a dobbie right now

94.have a cat?
Yep - have 3 of them

95.own an instrument?
a recorder - lol

96.been in a band?
no

97.had more than 25 sodas in one day?
ewww - no!

98.broken a cd?
yes

99.shot a gun?
yep and I am a damn good shot too!

100.been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
no way!
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Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 08:54 am Ok
For some reason I feel better now - guess I just needed to bitch a lil - haha! =)
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Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 07:30 am Hello
Current Mood: annoyed
I am annoyed with the world today and yesterday for that fact. Everything is pissing me off. I have too much to do at work right now and my boss is being pissy, I am broke as a joke at the moment, people in this city can't drive for crap and for fuck sake I need some decent music to listen to at work!

I can't even excape to MSR cause I am so tired of the BS - the bickering between friends. Friends thinking it is ok to be mean and belittle other friends b/c they think it is cool when they have no clue what assholes it makes them out to be. It really is fucking sad and I am tired of dealing with it. Worst part is it is some real cool fun people doing it the most. I just don't get it - I wish they wouldn't hide behind an internet persona. I like the IRL people - tired of this fake internet bs. It ruins it for all of us just so they can get their kicks in. Oh well whatever makes them happy I guess.
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